Damage Has Been Done
...written on 2007-07-05, @ 5:55 p.m.
try getting blindly carried away by your feelings, without reasoning, without a primary cause, driving consciousness away at least for a time; start hating, or fall in love, only so as not to sit with folded arms...
am I getting tired of him?
I'm only getting tired of myself...
I had a great time these few days...
your eyes see straight through me
I want to underestimate you.
I am a fool, you see..
..yes, to think you would change
but don't you know
I know
change takes time.
chasing, catching baby frogs
losing them into a sea of minnows
...chasing my childhood innocence.
standing by your side
cleaning the kitchen
...chasing my naive dreams.
I want to take you by the hand
Take a drive
Take a walk around the river
Soak in your presence
Look up into your eyes
See your smile
Know that you are happy...
...Because your happiness is mine.
He is waiting for me to say
That you'll never change
He is waiting for me to say
I'm sorry
...and mean it.
And when I come back down to reality
...when we part...
I loathe myself.
...The day after tomorrow, at the very latest, you'll begin to despise yourself for having knowingly hoodwinked yourself.
try to believe you
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