You Just Stood There
...written on 2007-05-08, @ 8:16 a.m.
So long to those days when I was so attached to my pack of papers and pens...
Essays, homework...
Highschool.
I'm still here;
But its my last full day of school.
I'll be back on Thursday for my AP LIT test
Then back next Friday to seal the deal.
I want to metal my face
Pierce my bottom lip
I want to ink
A star on my shoulder
Tainted on my hip
You say "do what you want"
Because you don't care...
You say "i love you baby"
And that it hurts when I question it...
I think I bitch too much
But you don't take it personal
I was raised this way
Can't keep using that excuse..
Truth is
Sometimes you'll stay on the phone and talk to me
Before I go to bed
Even if you're hanging out with all your friends
And you're not a phone person...
Sometimes you'll sleep on an air mattress
Risking a roach or (whatever other bugs) to crawl on you
So you can hold me in your arms
And take care of me when I'm fucked up...
Sometimes you'll look at me
Kiss my arm
And curl up beside me...
It's those times that make all the difference in the world
Those times that keep me with you
Because you really are that good to me...
Everything else doesn't matter.
School is almost out
I've got a decent job
Getting paid 10 to the hour for basically
Just being a good friend and designated driver...
screaming
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