My Heart is a Fist Drenched in Blood
...written on 2007-04-05, @ 8:36 a.m.
Inhale this mess
I swore that I'd stop
But it didnt mean a thing to me...
Surrounded by idiocy
This is my fucked up life
And I'm a pretender
I don't belong here...
Then my fears come crashing down
To taunt me
My past slams into my brain
To haunt me
Realizing all these mistakes
But I refuse to let them control me...
Inhale again
My temporary cure
Heart racing
Why can't I throw away this mess?
Here's my peaceful, medicated moment...
Where I surrendered...
Come down
Screaming at me from every side
Come down
Tearing me up tonight
Come down...
my soul will rise again
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