didn't understand
...written on 2007-03-15, @ 8:02 a.m.

sore muscles
tired eyes
i'm moody, baby
and i know you don't like it
forgive me?

i'm stuck in this house
you know it's constant on my mind
wanting and needing to be closer to you
and here i am
in this city
so far from you
and feeling so helpless
because you're not coming back

one is dying for my hand
one is trying for my love
and you...
you already have it all, baby

i'm in one of my modes
maybe i shouldn't call
unless i'm in a better mood

i can't ask you to stop being a boy
but maybe right now i need a man
so hold me in your arms
kiss my neck
and try to get me to talk
of things that i am so scared to think
to even voice in words

i don't know where i'm going
i just want to get away
would you help me?

your arms are where i want to be
with your smile
and your jokes

will you tell me
on your own
that you love me?
i'm tired of being the first
to say so...

i want my voice to be the last you need to hear
before you go to sleep
i want to be everything to you
can I?

just what we had

leave |me| alone

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