I am thinking about my boy...

Friday night all coked up
Really not that bad
People are just afraid of what they don't know
I felt so high up
On top of the world
For once in my life I could do anything

I won't be addicted
Or have petty drugs govern my life

I remember looking over at my boy
He had my black shades on
Says he feels like Cash...
I kiss him and can't stop smiling
Look up at the framed picture of me facing his bed
The framed picture of us, as well

This isn't too bad
I think I can deal with this...

Community service today.
Blistered hand...
Tanning under UV rays
Just like any other plastic beauty queen
...

it might have been a dream

leave |me| alone

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