Used to Call Me Your Baby...
...written on 2007-02-17, @ 12:14 p.m.

I'm doing this to myself
I want to rip out my heart
I'm thinking too much
About what might have been
It's ruining me

He doesn't seem to see
And I feel like I am annoying him
Because of how he acts towards me
I love him
In the way that lovers love
But am I really willing to give it all for him?
Is it all talk?

I should've never called you
Only because I know
I still care
Now its fucking with my head
I'm fucking with my head

Won't somebody tell me what to do?

better off dead

leave |me| alone

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