Under a Full Moon
...written on 2007-02-12, @ 4:42 p.m.

I didn't take the curb too fast
I lost control of my car
And found myself in the lake
I felt the impact
I jumped out of my car right in time to land in the lake
But the water pressure
The weight of my car sinking
I was drowning...
The water was murky green
But clear enough to see for a few feet
I looked up and saw the dim light
I became tired of struggling
I kept going further down
Drowning
Clawing towards the surface
I thought I'd never get back out
But I did
I made it out...
Cuz I'm that fucking determined.

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thinking about my future
I know what I want
Even if it takes a year or two
Graduation comes around,
I want to get out of here.
I want to move in with you.
The car will be ours
You'll get a job
I'll work two
We'll support eachother
But I haven't the guts to talk to you about it
Not yet...
It's only a month...
Two, if you count when we met
Is this impossible?

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I dont back down

leave |me| alone

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