All the Wounds that are Ever Gonna Scar Me...
...written on 2006-10-31, @ 12:10 p.m.
Little by little I drift into the overwhelming
Constantly thinking of escaping
But where to?
I'm okay again...
After attempting to starve myself
I smoked half a pack of menthols last night
I had a crazy night
I thought about John
I saw a shooting star,
I wished...
Even though I dont believe in that shit.
We all know it.
So he asked what for, and I said what it was...
Fingers crossed, I'll get a new job shortly.
She said give her a few days.
I need the extra income.
I need soulmate.
I'm so incredibly random today.
I might have surgery.
The ghost of him
It's all I need
To make it through another month
Another heart-ache...
Everything does happen for a reason, let me assure you.
While I delude myself and attempt to be over my love
All my resistance will never be distance enough.
Someday, things will be clear.
All the wounds...
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