Too Late...

I didn't go to church again
A disappointment,
A heathen to my parents..
i ought to be doing homework..
I ought to be saving my grades
But one fcking week left
And I'm fighting to care..

Lost in the Words You Said

I want to go back to Idaho
At some point this summer.
Probably for a week,
Seeing as it'll be hard to take time off from work.
I'm requesting 40 hours
So I can possibly make around 350 a paycheck
a ticket back costs about $400
I know the parents will be against it.
I'm hoping they get to the point
Where they don't care anymore

My Heart Ripped From My Chest

Life is walking on egg shells
Currently..
Driving back from Oklahoma yesterday
Trying not to cry
Because when I drive, I tend to think..
Think about everything I shouldn't thing about anymore...

Only Time Will Tell

I just remembered..
I might end up going to my mom's reunion with her..
And if that happens, I have no idea
If I'll make it up to Idaho..
because I happen to pay for things..
A lot of things.
For my family
So they can be happy..

It Seems It's Been So Long
Cause it's Been Way too Long

Sowly losing focus
Forever in my heart
In my mind
Constantly reminded
Well I burned it...
the feel beneath my fingers..
It's permanent..
If I just raise my hand as if to touch you...

If it's Destiny..

I'm finding my way back..
to you, my love...
whether unrequited or not..
i am lost without you.
and being in your presense
is like being on a constant high
you complete me...

leave |me| alone

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