I Close My Eyes and I Smile...

It's never really left...
I tried not to let myself
But I just can't hold it in
I know I should just, stop..
But I cannot...
Just thinking about it, I cry..

Our Hearts On Display..

Then you said you miss me..
And I bite my tongue
Because I dont want to ruin this good thing..

I was So Yours for the Taking..

It will probably be a while
Unless I need you to save me again..
You do that so well..
And I thank you
Although I feel
It's not enough...

I'll try to Sleep, Keeping you in My Dreams..

We may have different plans..
And I'll leave you alone again...
But my heart will never change
I thought I could stop, over time..
And there is plenty of time...
So I might as well close my eyes and live...

I've Been Wanting to Give to You For Years..

if you werent so kind
it could possibly be easier..
is all i can think
my words..
they dont come out right..

..My

i dont want it to go out forever..
there is no other embrace as comforting
no hand fits mine so perfectly
no voice fills me with the same relief
i'm not the same.. always changing..
and maybe someday i'll be what you always wanted..
until we have the power to do something about it..
i will try not to bother you..

Heart...

p.s.
...
we always blame ourselves
but we are both at fault...

...what more can i say...

leave |me| alone

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