Self Affliction Fails

every step i take
takes me farther away from reality
and into this dark abyss
you can't save me from

I Don't Need to Be

I'll never understand
Why life has to be like this
Why life has to do this to me
Why I must be this way
But I've never failed to hate myself...

I'll Keep Slipping Farther

I've done this to myself
You can't understand
So why should I bother explaining?
I'm never alone,
But I'm alone all the time.

I'll Never Live Down My Deceit

I love him
I can't get over that.
i'm fairly sure i'm clinically insane...
i'm so fucked up all the time...
and its all in my mind...

Wont Let Go Till it Bleeds

leave |me| alone

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