Hold My Head in Disgrace

On the brink of exhaustion
But I look toward the future
I'll find my way out of this..
Out of this hell I create..

Can't Escape the Truth

The trees stand still
As I speed by
The wind howls for me
Whipping this shredded shirt and my hair
Hiding this solitary sadness

The Damage is Done

I have this
And I dont know what to do with it
Or if its a horrible thing
Or a beautiful thing
He knew what he was getting himself into
But I dont see why I must be so cruel to him now...

The Prodigal Son is Too Late..

I am not so alone in this world
And someday I'll be with him
The only one..
Persistence can win me over or push me away...
I guess it takes a smart man..
To realie this anti-social girl is hard to love

It's Too Late to Admit I'm Afraid

I think I'll try to get into a college in Idaho..
I like the weather better there..
More stable..
I like that... stable, that is
Like my little quirks..
I can't stand it when people pat me,
or rock back and forth when hugging me
In fact I find myself not wanting physical contact at all...

Once Was a Lover..

One day,
I promise...
He and I will admire the stars again
But together, and no other way...
Whether we have lived seperate lives or not...

Now Known as a Cheat

I want out of myself..
Could it be possible?
A constant reminder that only I can save myself
But can I be saved?

Tomorrow Comes..

leave |me| alone

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