
Whore
...written on 2006-04-03, @ 5:46 a.m.
You Sink Into My Clothes
I wont be pathetic anymore.
I did what I had to do
To break free
And unfortunately
I did the wrong thing
Admittantly.
This Invasion Makes Me Feel..
I never stopped loving him
But I made it possible for him to never care again
And I need to get over it.
I have done this to myself.
Helpless
I dont know why I needed him so much
When I always felt I was never enough
I dont know why I still cry
Worthless
It meant nothing, what happened
I will never be anything more than a whore to him
Another worthless fuck
Another nothing
I am willing to accept that
The price I must pay
Is letting go of every emotion I have felt
Sick
If I stop saying I love him
Maybe I will forget that I ever did..
Why do I even care?
Perfect in Weakness
I dont need to care anymore
I wont be pathetic anymore
This is what I chose to be
I live for myself
And no one else
Pull the Trigger
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