Isn't It Funny How Everything Works Out?

I feel no guilt for not seeing those i havent seen while here in town
I feel no remorse for not spending more time with certain people.
Being home has made me open eyes...
Things change, things arn't always the same
And I am glue, old and stale
Barely holding friendships together...

What I Used to Think Was Me
Is Just a Face in My Memory

I have changed as well,
But I knew that already.
Many things have happened here
Unforgettable things
That I will forget with time
I have damaged myself
Willingly
Self destructive.

I Still Dream of Lips I Never Should Have Kissed

My fortune reads:
"Your Efforts are Budding, Results will Appear soon."
Except, what are my efforts?
Only to control and destroy.
I am fallen,
Wishing no one to pity me
Because I have done this to myself.

I'm Starting to Scare Myself

I
fucked
Sterling.

Every Fucking Reminder of Who I Used to Be

Now I will close my eyes.
I will go back to my new life
But this hell that I've created
Only i can save myself from such..
And I have yet to find my way out.

Am I Just too Stupid to Realize?

This is already a haze in my mind
I get what I deserve.
I miss the innocent one.
Never thought I would even care.
Maybe I wont, when I come back.
Its been happening.
I just stop caring about things in general.
I warned you.
Dont say I didn't.

It Comes Down to This

leave |me| alone

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