but it's not the same

i feel completely empty inside

i want to own that movie.
i want to read the book.
soulmate knows.

im tired of floating in the unknown
letting the current carry me.

i want to
stop thinking
stop feeling
stop breathing
stop loving

its been far too long since ive seen his face
honestly i never thought i would feel this way
but i do
and i dont know if im just lying to myself
cuz i do that too much nowadays..

slowly but surely
i realize this means nothing
i am sleeping
when i wake up
where will it be

but i can get what i want
when i want
if i want...

fuck that bitches.

leave |me| alone

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