I Don't Want to Feel This Overwhelming

Here he comes,
Blue eyed, dark red hair
Lip pierced...
Once a mystery
But now, too easy to see.
And while he showers me
With hugs and kisses lavishly
I'm drowning in my apathy
For him.

Keeping Me From Killing You

he attempts to hold my hand
he rests his arm around my neck as we walk
he kisses my hair, my cheek..
Oh the sweet infatuation of my cancer..
And I lead him on,
And I drag him down
His innocence keeping me quiet
His innocence keeping me at his side
Reluctant to initiate the inevitable.

I'm Far too Poisioned for You

My eyes wander to another innocent
...But is he so innocent?
Ahh, not for long.
I promise I will break him.
Not even the other she can stop me.
Nothing will stop me now
And I won't be going anywhere
Until I'm back.

Haven't You Heard

I will fade into my reality
My nonexistant reality.
Sharing life with my apathy
Oh and I'm warning you darling...

I'm the New Cancer

leave |me| alone

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