Are You Afraid of the Truth

Here I stand on middle grounds
And this melancholy feeling
Only sets in when I read these pages..
Only sets in when I remember
When I see...

In the Mirror Staring Back at You

When I look in the mirror
I see someone self-confident
Someone happy and nonchalant
Do you see the same?
Is my facade so high that even I can't recognize the truth?

Failing is Easy

I said I wanted to go to Boise today
I meant Little Rock.
When I sit outside, I remember.
I still feel the shape of his face under my fingertips...
I miss my friends.
I miss my soulmate.
The worry is my downfall.
If another back is turned on me
Let it be.
I will only care even more.

All This Just To Break Me Down

There is no refuge here
And I am still alone
Inside my mind
Oh some say it's beautiful there...
But I am not entirely free.

You Don't Know Me

I feel in command of my life.
I control what I feel.
I work hard.
I am an open book, or so I feel.
I don't tolerate the pathetic.
I can't, and I won't.
I have opinions I freely express.
I have become, I am becoming.
I want to be more.
I want to do something that matters.

I'm Still Here
Patiently Waiting for This to Disappear

leave |me| alone

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