I wasn't what he needed...

I know he loves me...

But... I knew in my heart...

I was his first...
It never lasts the way you want it to...

To you, my love...
I am sorry for my immaturities
And for every little thing I put you through
And I'm sorry for holding on so long...
I should have let you go, so many times...

I am crying
But when will I truly cry?
There are too many tears...
But I can't stop feeling nothing...

Oh.. I care..
And we'll grow up and you'll have someone else..
And she'll have you a boy with that name...
And if I find out, I'll cry for memory's sake..

...I watched a movie...
"Must love dogs"
..yeah..
so ironic... that when I come back from it
I see your message title, and I know..
but..
I'm growing up.
And I can say I love you
And know we won't ever be the same
I know I'll see you again
You never said goodbye..

It's time for me to take your pictures down
To change my status to single
And look back on our relationship with a sad smile...
That moving ruined us..
I knew it would..
But i didnt want to know..

Here, there is no one for me to run to.
No one, but myself.
At least I can know, I didn't break my promise.
I don't know if I can bear taking the bracelet off yet...
Maybe I'll wait till it breaks..
It's become a part of me
The way you have..

Thank you for my second chance..
And don't stop loving me
That's all I could ever ask for anymore...

leave |me| alone

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