Look How Pretty She Is

I have an image of myself in my mind
Shredding apart my skin
Tearing out my hair
Slamming fists into mirrors
Swallowing the medication...
I wont.
I promised.

When She Falls Down

Picture me on my knees
A single tear on my cheek
Oh but I am pathetic...
In the way that I have begged you not to leave...
Now I'll scrape up the fragments of dignity I barely have left...
Bite my tongue and cry inside
But allow you to choose your direction
Without double messages..

There's No Beauty in Bleeding Mascara

I am very alone, now.
I wont take down your pictures.
I wont take off the bracelet.
I wont stop loving you forever.
But...
Take your freedom, if you must.

More Than Words, More Than Feelings.

leave |me| alone

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