These Sleepless Nights

how you intrigue the lost
they bow to you
and the melodramtic tales
spill from your lips
willing to attend to your wants
i wish i had the power
the power to compell

You're So Good at Taking Your Time to Get Back to Me

I lie and say I'm unbreakable
I laugh and say look at me now
I'm invincible,
Oh how strong I am
Wishing you'd see straight through
And mock me...

I Will Wait Forever, If You Would Just Ask Me..

My walls are breaking down
These walls are so important to me
Tears fall
They ask what is wrong
They say I can talk to them
But it isnt to be spoken aloud
It is to be kept to myself...

It Scares Me to Think You Could Find
Takers
Other Than Me
Better Than Me

I contemplate your freedom
Wonder if you'd be happier
Its all I ever wanted for you..
This time around, and now for eternity
Am I being ignored?

I'm Talking Enough For Both of Us

I can't let you go
For my sake
For my sanity
I am chaining you here
To me
To the love I can't end
Am I being ignored?

I Thought You Said Things Were Improving

I speak to much
I shall be silent
And do only your bidding
And cry when I must
In solitude
With watery dispair rolling off my cheeks
Without you to deflect them with your lips
As I am now...

What Is Inside of Me?
What Have I Done?!

I want to scream
I want these words to leap off this screen
And settle deep within your heart
This burden kills me enough
The words
Let them into your heart
Let them into your mind
Let them take their affect...

Erase My Name From This Page

I fear
They all want you
The perfection they see in you
The darkness surrounding you
How they crave it
The mystery, the intrigue...
And I am old
The rag doll...
Used..
Thrown away at will...
I can't let it be true...

How Can You Take All These Days
And Throw Them Away?!

These words
I speak to much
How I hate myself
What have I done?
I've gotten too deep
I've gone too far
I want to escape
But into your arms
You're so far away
I've had too much to say
This is all too much
All too much
ALL TOO FUCKING MUCH...

I Stay Up Nights
Until Stars Leave the Sky

I want to be invisible
I want to be strong
But my mind screams at me
"YOU'RE SO FUCKING GODDAMNED SELFISH!!!"
how true..
I can't just let you go
I can't release you
Even if...
Even if you wanted me to...

...

Was it a Lie...
Drascus..
Would you lie to me?

....

You Said I Had My Goodness...

leave |me| alone

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