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...written on 2005-12-29, @ 12:22 a.m.

I spend the hours
In a dream-like haze…
Wondering where you are
Gone for so many days…
Could you ever see?
How much you mean to me…
Why I can’t let go…

Don’t be afraid,
My love…
Soon I’ll be coming home…
Remember the words I said,
My love…
Well I meant them too…
I can’t ever leave you…

You hold my heart
In your shaking hand
Was I dreaming from the start?
Could you ever understand?
Can you see?
How much you mean to me
And why I can’t let go…

Commit yourself…
Is that too much to ask?
My love…
I’m running from myself…

What do I get?
For giving you my heart
Or did you forget?
This lack is tearing me apart…

leave |me| alone

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