In a Win, Win Situation?
...written on 2005-12-23, @ 10:39 a.m.
If You Can't Sleep Alone
I feel really alone
Lately..
I should have never read it
I would have never known
Maybe it would be better that way
Maybe I wouldnt feel so dead
Maybe I wouldnt have to try so hard to recover
I start to sleep, but it's not over
The second hand starts moving slower
I'll take it all back, just to start over again...
I'm Better Off..
I'm too damned needy..
I want to be with you
All the fucking time
I spend the time that you're not here
Thinking of ways I could come back
Ways I could spend more time with you...
Thinking of things that might happen
Thinking of things that would kill me
Wondering if they will happen..
Placing trust in a broken vase..
I'll Pray for Words to Say
I want something..
Something you can give me..
And only you..
I want comfort..
I want you to hold me
Never leave
Never let go
And never, I repeat, NEVER
give up hope..
we'll make this work
we're happy
we've been happy
we can be happy..
i want it back
the happiness, i mean..
and i think it's on it's way..
if i can overcome myself and my stupidity..
To Make these Miles Dissappear
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