In My Field of Paper Flowers

If i've been a bitch to you,
I'm sorry.
Really, I am.
I just really didnt want to be around anyone
I wanted to be alone, because I couldn't handle myself around people...
I'm going insane.
Sometimes I feel like my existance has paused...
Like I'm standing outside of myself
And I am invisible to everyone else...

Locked Inside Your Heart Shaped Box

I feel socially inept...
I'm way too damn needy...
la pendeja asked me today
"what do you do on the weekends?"
and I replied "absolutely nothing."
You know, it's true.
She only said "hmmm..."
I felt like such a loser...
I cried tonight, for no reason.
I fell asleep to Nirvana
And woke up freezing cold around 8ish..
And alone.
Cuz I made it that way.
As I laid there..
Listening to Penny Royal Tea...
The bear clutched in my arms, as always...
I felt so stupid.

I Think I'm Dumb

leave |me| alone

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