You Can Be So Persuasive..

I'm so lost
I feel so alone
Even by your side...
The way that you treat me
What is this?
Why do I feel like this?
You must have the answers..
But you won't..

Pardon Me For Saying So..

I feel abandoned..
Emotionally..
And there at the concert
In the pit
When you weren't there
And I was tossed and pushed
And fell
And was lifted up..
And it was sweet, the pain
Yet so alone...
The pounding in my head from the bass
Strange, how I wanted to fall asleep there...

This Fabric Torn at Every Seam

I dont know whats wrong with me
I dont know whats wrong with us
Together
Because it doesn't feel right to me right now
And you're so distant
And always asking what is wrong with me
But I can't just tell you the same thing every time
I feel like I'm losing my mind...
Losing precious moments I could've been spending in your arms
And its all my fault
And soon it will be gone
And i'll have to work for it..

I'm Not Ready For You to Go...

What else can I say, my love?
I've given you every single part of me
I've dedicated my entire life to you...
But all I do, I feel, is bring you down...

We Begin With Concluding Remarks

I suppose..
This is all my fault
And I'm not trying to play you out as the bad guy
Because you, my love, are so much better than I...
I just feel like I shouldn't be here
Like I should fade out of the picture...
I need comfort from something, someone, somewhere...
I felt so alone..
Like crying..
Because I will never amount to you..

Your Eyes are Telling White, White Lies...

And to you...
I hold nothing against you
I see both perspectives..
I know everything about the overheard..
But there really isn't a thing I can do..

There's Still Your Worried Mouth,
To Match Your Worried Eyes..

I feel weak, fragile..
I can't do this anymore...

There's No Compromise

leave |me| alone

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