Expecting a Little Too Much From the Wounded

Waiting...
...written on 2009-12-20, @ 1:40 a.m.

Soon to bed...
at some point i must fix my diary.
not tonight...

i have been waiting
hours
for the man to meet me here...

a cigarette for consolation...

too much time has passed.
and not just tonight...
but, in general.

i am growing older
stronger
more aware...

and waiting...
the game i'm forced to play...